Nadleeh Wrote:I'm writing up my little dissertation on why I want a hysterectomy when I go to the "rape doctor" (sorry if that offends anyone, but I have my reasons for that name) tomorrow, and I'm suddenly sitting here wondering if I'm really ready to do something so drastic. What the hell??? I still hate kids, I never want them, I want that stupid organ gone...why am I suddenly hesitating? I know my life will improve tremendously if they don't fuck it up. Maybe that's why I'm worried so much. I don't know. Maybe it's just that I hate surgery and wish there was some non-surgical way to manage my problems, but I've run out of options there.
I hate my brain.
On another note, I'm also coughing up all kinds of shit from my lungs. Weird.
Nadleeh I truly understand your desires for wanting a hysterectomy
When I was your age that is all I ever wanted.
But it was explained to me by a OBGYN that it is againest the law
to perform a surgury like that without something being medically wrong with you. I.E Cancer or Tumor
So my advice is.... just try to wait it out and let father time take
care of your desire as he did for me.
ITMT there are plenty of new and improved birth control pills out
there. Try to take advantage of one of them. They might just meet
your needs for now.
OR Plan B go out of the USA and have your hysterectomy done.
But imo that is a drastic and $ costly idea.
But the choice is yours of course.
Good luck with your dissertation
MY PAM for today.
My back is out.
Of all times for my back to start to bug me! Just before I
am getting ready to leave town. ( see travel thread)
GRRRR
But I am keeping good posture here.
So with any luck, it will feel better before I leave Wed.
Nadleeh Wrote:I'm writing up my little dissertation on why I want a hysterectomy when I go to the "rape doctor" (sorry if that offends anyone, but I have my reasons for that name) tomorrow, and I'm suddenly sitting here wondering if I'm really ready to do something so drastic. What the hell??? I still hate kids, I never want them, I want that stupid organ gone...why am I suddenly hesitating? I know my life will improve tremendously if they don't fuck it up. Maybe that's why I'm worried so much. I don't know. Maybe it's just that I hate surgery and wish there was some non-surgical way to manage my problems, but I've run out of options there.
I hate my brain.
On another note, I'm also coughing up all kinds of shit from my lungs. Weird.
There's nothing wrong with feeling anxiety over this. A hysterectomy is serious major surgery. My gyn gave me this option years ago, but surgery is scary and can be dangerous and I don't want do it unless I'm in a life threatening situation and need it to live, so that's why I decided against it.
Has your doctor told you there are no other options for you?
anastasia Wrote:There's nothing wrong with feeling anxiety over this. A hysterectomy is serious major surgery. My gyn gave me this option years ago, but surgery is scary and can be dangerous and I don't want do it unless I'm in a life threatening situation and need it to live, so that's why I decided against it.
Has your doctor told you there are no other options for you?
Yep. Because of my UC, I can't take any form of hormonal birth control (which is what I used to keep it under control prior to getting the UC), so it's an ablation or a hysterectomy from here. Or just suffering on because "You'll change your mind!"
So the gal whom I complain about that sits in my hall is BORED. Not that she doesn't have anything to do, but she isn't "inspired" to work on the project at hand.
Fine, but I have stuff I have to do and get done before lunch.
Then when I tell her that I am out of the office to pick up something over my lunchhour I get, "What are you doing for lunch?" Well, I brought lunch with me to eat when I get back. Oh. She had wanted to go with me to get something to eat. Then she remembered she had brought some diet crappola dinner. (seriously, they want you to lose weight by making the food smell and taste like crap?)
Then after I get back running my errand, I get my lunch heated up. She comes over to my desk (in front of my computer) and says coyingly "Wha cha doin'?" Um, eating my lunch. "Okay, well I am going to sit here and watch you." That's fine, I will just start chewing with my mouth open. :evil: She went away.
I'm really hating airlines today. I need to book a flight for a guy in my office for next week. The price has changed 3 times so far today, and it just keeps going up. Grrr!
Vanessa
Since my script for Lortab has run out, I called my doctor to get it refilled. He gave me Naprosyn instead, knowing full and well that I can't take NSAIDs! But in a fit of terrible pain and desperation, I took two of them. Within minutes, I had excruciating stomach pain. Goodie. Internal bleeding again. At least the hospital is on the way home.
Sigh. I feel like I'm the only pain patient who has this problem. Everyone else I know gets painkillers thrown at them like they're candy. I don't get it.
My friend's husband did what all guys seem to do eventually (yes, I'm bitter) and hurt (not physically) her... I have this overwhelming urge to hurt him because he hurt her
It's frustrating, I know there's no point and nothing will come of it but I feel like I have to control the situation and take care of her because he's such a fucking asshole.
I hate men sometimes.
I hate Comcast! They've been screwing up our bill for months (which is a whole 'nother PAM altogether), and now I'm trying to get a hold of a billing supervisor. I was on hold, and they offered to do the automatic callback thing so I wouldn't have to wait on the phone. I took the offer, and they called back shortly. But guess what?? No one is there! I'm on hold again! And I think I'm going to have to start all over! GRRRR!!!! If DH didn't enjoy the DVR so much, I'd probably just get rid of the damn cable all together!
Vanessa
My washing machine just started making noise and smelling funny...diagnosis shredded fan belt
I have a house full of laundry to do and the last thing I want to have to do is schlep it all down to the laundrymat! Stupid thing had been a lemon since we bought it, I think we've had 6 or so service calls for a leaky door, recalled shocks etc. Things were fine for quite a while but wouldn't you figure shortly after the warranty us up here we go again...piece of shit!
Grrrrrr
Didn't think it was worthy of its own thread, and especially not in the News section... but WTF CNN? The first headline I see when I go on the website is, "Moms struggling with prices."
Seriously? Who'da fucking thunk it? With every other possible subset of people in this country (and on this planet), you think that moms struggling with higher prices for things is NEWS?!?
Guess who just got fired?
Nadleeh Wrote:Guess who just got fired?
I'm hoping your boss and not you but because it's in this thread I'm guessing the worst. I'm really sorry to hear that. It can be tough to go through this. I hope you have something else on the back burner. Hugs.
catsnotkids Wrote:I'm hoping your boss and not you but because it's in this thread I'm guessing the worst. I'm really sorry to hear that. It can be tough to go through this. I hope you have something else on the back burner. Hugs.
Thanks. I'm not really that upset about it. I'm just shocked. I kind of knew my job was in peril because of all the time I was missing with my illnesses, but I didn't expect to go in this morning being told I was being let go effective immediately, you know?
I'll be okay. I have plenty of stuff to sell on Ebay (and time to sell it now, haha). I have nothing else lined up and really don't know what I'm gonna do as far as another job goes. But I'll think about that later. I'm gonna take this week to just relax.
Nadleeh Wrote:catsnotkids Wrote:I'm hoping your boss and not you but because it's in this thread I'm guessing the worst. I'm really sorry to hear that. It can be tough to go through this. I hope you have something else on the back burner. Hugs.
Thanks. I'm not really that upset about it. I'm just shocked. I kind of knew my job was in peril because of all the time I was missing with my illnesses, but I didn't expect to go in this morning being told I was being let go effective immediately, you know?
I'll be okay. I have plenty of stuff to sell on Ebay (and time to sell it now, haha). I have nothing else lined up and really don't know what I'm gonna do as far as another job goes. But I'll think about that later. I'm gonna take this week to just relax.
Hey, sorry to hear this!
You qualify for unemployment, I hope?
Nadleeh Wrote:Guess who just got fired?
Sorry to hear about your unemployment. It just sucks to lose a job.
I still have no news from the job I've got an interview for. It's been two weeks and they told me take it would that amount of time before taking a decision. As of last thursday, they where still undecided. I really hope to get that job. I don't know what I'll do if I don't get it.
Nadleeh Wrote:Guess who just got fired?
Crap! I'm sorry
Nadleeh Wrote:Guess who just got fired?
Nadleeh I am so sorry you got the AX
I sure do hope you qualify for unemployment.
But it is good that your taking some time to relax and "recharge the old battery" for your future
Just remember when a door slams shut a window opens.. So good luck to you.
My PAM
After all the crap I went through seeing a uroligist having my bladder
X-Rayed, & Nothing showing up with that. Then going to an OBGYN getting a D&C, and not much news there, after all of that...
Guess what?????????
I still feel like crap!!!!!!!!
Nothing has changed, I am still in misery.
I have a DR appt Monday morning.
But I got to survive this weekend in agony.
And NO your not alone in not getting the proper pain meds.
Nothing is thrown to me like candy. I got to beg Dr's like crazy to
help me with my pain mangement too.
But this female situation is new & it is getting out of hand. And I just wish I knew why I still keep getting UTI's?
I know I follow all the rules of clean!!!!! Right down to special
laundry soap. So it is not that!
I just hope my DR has better answers for me
come Monday! Cause this is getting gawd damn ridiculous.
Thanks, guys. I do qualify for unemployment, and they said they won't fight me on it. I think it's their way of saying, "Don't sue us." I was doing really good, got a raise and whatnot earlier this year. I fell and hurt my hip in the filing room doing heavy lifting and brought in a note from my physical therapist saying I couldn't do heavy lifting. A week later, I was called into the conference room and told that I was being "let go." Hmmm. Ain't that a coinky-dink?
Two PAMS today. First, I spent all last week sleeping. I don't know why I'm suddenly so exhausted all the time. I haven't changed meds or anything, but all I've done is sleep and I'm still tired! Secondly, I told myself I'd do some hardcore cleaning today. It's almost 1pm and I haven't done jack. Why is it so hard to get started??
Well, unemployment is your right -- so is suing. If they pretty much fired you because of a work-related injury, you should consult one of those "we don't get paid unless you get paid" lawyers!!! Can't hurt!
Nadleeh Wrote:Thanks, guys. I do qualify for unemployment, and they said they won't fight me on it. I think it's their way of saying, "Don't sue us." I was doing really good, got a raise and whatnot earlier this year. I fell and hurt my hip in the filing room doing heavy lifting and brought in a note from my physical therapist saying I couldn't do heavy lifting. A week later, I was called into the conference room and told that I was being "let go." Hmmm. Ain't that a coinky-dink?
Please say you're going to look into suing. Please. They have totally fucked you up and you have a HUGE case. Do you have access to a good lawyer? What they've done is totally transparent. Unemployment my arse. They are totally in the wrong here.